Now I Throw My Life Upon All You Are

You know how sometimes you can feel so down and horrible at one time
and then so amazing the next?
That's how i feel when I'm surrounded by the spirit of God.
When i know that I'm in His presence.

I'm overwhelmed whenever I'm in worship.
How the word of the Lord spoke to me today, I am amazed.
I find great comfort that He is always, always in control of everything in my life.
Through the highs and lows, He is there for me.
When i needed Him so badly, He revealed his greatness. His grace.
What have i got to worry about when i know that God's in control of whatever happens in my life and He only wants what's best for me?

PHILIPPIANS 4:13
"I HAVE THE STRENGTH TO FACE ALL CONDITIONS BY THE POWER THAT CHRIST GIVES ME."

♥ In my joy, I praise you.
In my darkest hour, my deepest sorrow,
I PRAISE YOU. ♥

I AM HAPPY.
I AM ALIVE.

Just one blow is all it takes.

When I CRY, I feel REAL.

that clenching feeling in my gut
that strangling feeling
Like i can't breathe
Feeling so good yet hurting so bad
All at the same time

Oh Lord, You will help me through this.

when the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

Like being catapulted high into the sky

......and just waiting to fall to the cold, hard ground.

P M R is OVER.
Oh-Vee-Eee-Arr.
Can you believe it? Something we had prepared for all the months before, the mugging, the late nights, the eye bags, the irrelevant History facts...etc etc.
And it has come to this day. The END of it all.
Honestly, i miss it. LOL.
watheheck. yeah.i.do. =/
how can i celebrate when i know in about 2 months time i'll be getting de worst results in de history of worst results? No celebrations for me.
One good side about pmr ending is i am free to do whatever i want. yup. WATEVA. =) i've got A TON of things to update on since my last post (in AUGUST???) but i have no idea where to start.

i'll do it when i feel like it la. i just hope people will realize that i've jump started my blog and it is revived.
since i'm not in the mood for an update, i'll just discuss music!
there's always time for music. =)


Listen to..:..:

1. Rihanna - Disturbia
2. Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
3. David Cook - Light On
4. Krystal Meyers - Make Some Noise
5. Miley Cyrus - 7 crappy Things
6. Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat - Lucky
7. Various Stars [Beyonce, Mary J.Blige, Rihanna, Ciara, Sheryl Crow, etc.] - Just Stand Up
8. Pink - So What
9. Katy Perry - I Kissed
10. Gavin Rossdale - Love Remains The Same

chao....till later..♥

So Much Time. So Little To Do.

So now that PMR is over, i said that i've got plenty of time on my hands. Too bad there's barely anything to do besides watching tv and surfing the net. Yeah, I'm almost rotting here at home. So what has i gots to do? Think of ways to let time pass without being totally and utterly pathetic and dead. This new...., uh, "hobby o'mine", basically revolves around dominating the kitchen area, giving mom a heart attack and trying not to burn de housa down.

MASHED POTATOHS

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FRENCH TOAST

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PIZZA! (the one thing i was proud of lol)



oven-ing...

pizza a'la Bev...ahaha..



finally! i'm done with this post.
that's it.
♥ Bev

Where Would I Be Now?

okaaaaaaaay.
i knooooooow.
there hasn't been updaaaaaaates.
i can't.
as busy as i've been.
things i've done. things i wanna share.
i so sosososo wanna blog...
but i can't. not till i'm done. with. EVERYTHING.
aite?
i promise there'll be soooooo much, dang. i'll spend days updating.
okay.
for now, my blog's gonna be a teeny bit abandoned.
trials are coming. then, THAT. THAT which is not to be spoken of.
so that's all. just a little something to let y'all know i'm still here. and alive.

=D bye.
& God bless.

Legacy: 10th Inter-School Rally

ISCF RALLY

- the most anticipated event of the year -
has ended. how sad is that? but amazing at the same time...
if you missed it, you know we know, you sure missed out on a whole lot.


For me, it was simply overwhelming.
I had an incredibly long day yesterday. with the briefings and all.
ooo i loved everything.
the people i met, the people i knew but wasn't so close to. =]

My day started with the briefing at the sports complex. it was soooo hot at 10 in the morning almost all of us got sunburn. But how amazing is our GOD that during the rally, not only was there no rain, it was perfect. the sky was so clear...it was cooling...the weather was great. He is that awesome i'll tell you that! So after the briefing and some t-shirt selling - that was around one - I had to rush to school for the Japanese Cultural Day. You see, my sensei selected me to take part in the Hiragana writing competition. well, i guess that's probably the only thing in the Japanese field that i'm good at. =] after that, me & lyn had a little time to hang around a bit before we had to rush off again back home to get set for the awesome-st night.
Lyn, now you know how i need to have everything just right or i become a hyper-freak! LOL.

What would blog posts be without pics?

Photos for your viewing pleasure...

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suvien - yokepei ♥

with yoke pei♥
oh yeah. i owe you for making you (& me) miss the drama that night...hehe.

stop, pose for the cam while selling shirts. =)

the time came and we were all set! everything was ready and we were ready to get it all started. i, for one, was actually dissapointed/shocked/surprised/worried by the turnout. there weren't that many people at 1, 000+. can you imagine? urgh. i thought it'd have sucked. but Thank God! people started arriving. late. well, better late than never, aite? ;)
not only that, then the unthinkable happens. there was a short circuit. XO like, what now? the whole stage; lights, instruments, all of it went kaput. That's why the whole event was delayed. Panic-panic-panic everywhere. backstage, that is. gosh! but our God wouldn't let it end there. after a long long long 1 hour wait - with impressive help from the ushers to keep the crowd entertained =] - we were back on! praise God! =D

the stage...open-air...=)

one of the screens...

oh the crowd!

AFTER all was done....

♥ them MUCH
l-r: chriss, lyn, jacq, dee & bee.

Manda ♥

Important points:

a) According to Pstr Gideon, we had about, wat. 77 new believers that night? that's freaking awesome, you know. =D

b) t-shirt selling wears me out! XD

c) I had an incredible time there. how i wish - like everyone does - to travel back in time (that's impossible, btw) back to that fateful Saturday, 12th of July 2008....=)

OH and....
Amanda, if I was in form 4, yea it'd be a heck of a lot more fun! ;p
haha. and of course, i'd be done with PMR!

"United we stand,
Bring salvation to our land!!!"

i'll leave you with a video somewhat like the drama performed Saturday night.
i cried....it's really powerful.

is this it? my post on the rally?? well, all my memories are stored. what a day...!

God bless y'all!
♥
Bev.

heleeeeeo people of the world....=]

i'm here. blogging. boring. borin--.....ZZZZzzzz....

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okay let's start!
duh duh duh i've been crazily beezy lately. but God has helped me through it all. Exams have just ended. everyone say..."WHOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooohHOooooooooooo!!!!!" LOL. oky. totally random. but i AM HIGH!! 'why?' you may ask.... >,< style="font-weight: bold;">last saturday was the briefing in church but we had to got to school in the morning. so after school i went over to lyn's. oh wait, before that...my parents went shopping that day!!! without me!! how???! so that's why i had transport to church..anyways, whats tos dos? at lyn's we were to shower when we saw all the electrical wires dangling over the shower place i was like, "no way am i gonna shower in there!" so we hopped over to her aunt's house which is just next door. she had the key and no one was home. =] it was a weetle weird for me. -.-
watevah. then to church we went...in d middle of P&W...it was good. =) then seniors went around praying for & anointing us. =) after that we split up into groups & guess what? i'll be part of the t-shirt sales! =] boot- be there early if you wanna get your hands on one..

got this from the ISCF blog...

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♥ KATHY VAN ZEELAND

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then on sunday was the Powersport TKD championship. I'll praise Him for his blessing..=] i'm alive!!! ahhaha. all i had on my mind was that that would be my final tournament and of course i wanna go back medalist. gold, mind you. but i also said if only it was His will i win. and i did! not gold =[ but silver..=]

Also, my dear Celine got me a belated belated birthday prezzie. A book! + a lolly + a handmade paper flower bouquet. =) thank Q.




i'm lovin' it. ♥

okay i think i'm done.
i've delayed this post long enough.

Bruise and Burns

hey guys...
i'll be updating on the tae kwon do championship soon,
when i'm done with my exam and when i get the pictures so...
check in, kay?
i'm terribly bruised all over and i have aches at probably every part of my living body.
so yeah. will keep y'all posted!

RALLY IS HERE!!
well, soon...
Cleared Your Schedules Yet??
Are You Guys Ready??
Get Hyped-Up!!
Be There or YOU'LL BE MISSING OUT!!

♥
Bev.

My Time Is Now.

[27 June] Pre-rally was awesome! =D

Coming up....

[6 July] TKD tournament...XP
[7 July] 2nd monthly exam!!
[12 July] Japanese Cultural Day!
[12 July] RALLLY!!!!!! =D
[19 July] Prefects' Gathering...

RULE1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE 2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
no clue, really. just really mad. & probably stab him. ;)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to make it into heaven. pronto.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
angelina jolie's.
lol
random choice.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
absolutely...nothing.
.....
....
...
..
are you kidding me???!! i have SO many things i would do!!
shopping..shopping..open my own boutique..shopping..travel da world..

5. What is a Must in a partner?
a sense of humour. =D brains.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
He's already here for me. =)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
yawn...

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
sure! none that i can think of right now, though.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
[scene] walk onstage..turn to look at audience..*plop*

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
God willing, successful with my dream career

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Fam&Friends

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
incredibly sweet, cute, friendly =)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
those are my choices?? well then,
NEITHER!

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
open my eyes.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
not ALL....it's give-and-take XD

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
how could that happen?
oh wait.
it has...

18. What type of people do you hate?
those with terrible LOA syndrome.
trouble-makers.
those with NO LIFE and messes others' up.

19. List 6 people to tag
Aidee, dear.
Aly
Nick
Arthur
Lydia
Jian

♥,
Bev