Now I Throw My Life Upon All You Are

You know how sometimes you can feel so down and horrible at one time
and then so amazing the next?
That's how i feel when I'm surrounded by the spirit of God.
When i know that I'm in His presence.

I'm overwhelmed whenever I'm in worship.
How the word of the Lord spoke to me today, I am amazed.
I find great comfort that He is always, always in control of everything in my life.
Through the highs and lows, He is there for me.
When i needed Him so badly, He revealed his greatness. His grace.
What have i got to worry about when i know that God's in control of whatever happens in my life and He only wants what's best for me?

PHILIPPIANS 4:13
"I HAVE THE STRENGTH TO FACE ALL CONDITIONS BY THE POWER THAT CHRIST GIVES ME."

♥ In my joy, I praise you.
In my darkest hour, my deepest sorrow,
I PRAISE YOU. ♥

I AM HAPPY.
I AM ALIVE.

Just one blow is all it takes.

When I CRY, I feel REAL.

that clenching feeling in my gut
that strangling feeling
Like i can't breathe
Feeling so good yet hurting so bad
All at the same time

Oh Lord, You will help me through this.

when the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

Like being catapulted high into the sky

......and just waiting to fall to the cold, hard ground.

P M R is OVER.
Oh-Vee-Eee-Arr.
Can you believe it? Something we had prepared for all the months before, the mugging, the late nights, the eye bags, the irrelevant History facts...etc etc.
And it has come to this day. The END of it all.
Honestly, i miss it. LOL.
watheheck. yeah.i.do. =/
how can i celebrate when i know in about 2 months time i'll be getting de worst results in de history of worst results? No celebrations for me.
One good side about pmr ending is i am free to do whatever i want. yup. WATEVA. =) i've got A TON of things to update on since my last post (in AUGUST???) but i have no idea where to start.

i'll do it when i feel like it la. i just hope people will realize that i've jump started my blog and it is revived.
since i'm not in the mood for an update, i'll just discuss music!
there's always time for music. =)


Listen to..:..:

1. Rihanna - Disturbia
2. Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
3. David Cook - Light On
4. Krystal Meyers - Make Some Noise
5. Miley Cyrus - 7 crappy Things
6. Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat - Lucky
7. Various Stars [Beyonce, Mary J.Blige, Rihanna, Ciara, Sheryl Crow, etc.] - Just Stand Up
8. Pink - So What
9. Katy Perry - I Kissed
10. Gavin Rossdale - Love Remains The Same

chao....till later..♥

So Much Time. So Little To Do.

So now that PMR is over, i said that i've got plenty of time on my hands. Too bad there's barely anything to do besides watching tv and surfing the net. Yeah, I'm almost rotting here at home. So what has i gots to do? Think of ways to let time pass without being totally and utterly pathetic and dead. This new...., uh, "hobby o'mine", basically revolves around dominating the kitchen area, giving mom a heart attack and trying not to burn de housa down.

MASHED POTATOHS

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FRENCH TOAST

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PIZZA! (the one thing i was proud of lol)



oven-ing...

pizza a'la Bev...ahaha..



finally! i'm done with this post.
that's it.
♥ Bev