Intuition.

...3... 2... 1... and...

2010-01-01T00:00:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR, Y'ALL!

Best wishes, everyone. :)
♥, Bev

Bring on the new year!

2009-12-31T17:52:00.004+08:00

We have exactly 6 hours and 6 minutes of the year 2009 before we say hello to year 2010. And as the year comes to a close and the new year beckons, we look back on the past months and think about all the things that took place that made 2009 special. I've been doing a lotta thinking today and I think I'm really gonna miss this year.

Usually at the end of every year, I get a teeny bit anxious. This year seems to be coming to an exceptionally quick end and I am reluctant to let it go. And with SPM next year I suppose I should be even less keen on starting the new year. But you know what? I'm not. I'm actually pretty psyched. Because I know that with a little bit of faith, I can accomplish a lot. So how about adding more of that faith to my plate? :) I expect next year to be full of challenges. But I also expect it to be as full of new and amazing experiences. New responsibilities await me and I can only say I'm looking forward to them. I know He has a great plan for me. All I have to do is work hard to turn it into reality and live out that plan to the fullest.

My resolution for the year 2010? Hmmm. To live it as He would want me to and have no regrets by the year's end.
So.. What's yours? :)

"And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us." [Romans 5:5]
Face the new year with optimism, friends. & God bless you all.

2009-12-30T13:43:00.000+08:00

Blessed Christmas!

2009-12-25T22:22:00.005+08:00

It's the twenty-fifth of December :)

And every year on this day, it's a celebration of the birth of a very special Someone.

Because of who You are to me. Because You are so wonderful, so amazing. Because as undeserving as I am of this gift of yours, You still blessed me with it. You still love me.

I love You, Jesus. Happy Birthday!

And a Blessed Christmas, everyone! :)

Summer now.

2009-12-07T17:49:00.003+08:00

I'm back! (it's an exclamation not because I'm ecstatic that I'm home but because...well, because.) I didn't officially announce I was going on a vacation so for those who did not know, I was on holiday in Spain and Portugal for 12 days. I've got a ton of pictures to show (which are all being uploaded at this very moment) and tons of stories to share. :) I won't blog much about the trip, though, because I don't think I'm good enough at blogging to make my long stories sound any interesting. Hehe. For you lucky (or unlucky, however you take it) ones who will be meeting me during the hols while I'm still on Spanish high, you'll be getting an earful of my ramblings about the trip and how much I miss it. A whole damn lot. Haha. Anyhoo, I had a great deal of fun experiencing autumn in Spain and Portugal and met some really nice people who were on the tour with us. Will update soon. ;) Tata for now.

You're 16!

2009-11-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

A special day for a certain special someone :)
Happy Birthday, Christina Gan Yen Yen! ♥

I'm bummed out i won't be around on your birthday, girl, but here's a little early birthday dedication for ya. You're a great friend and here's hoping that our friendship will last for many, many more years and the wonderful times we have together will just keep on coming. :D God bless!

♬

2009-11-15T15:40:00.004+08:00

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright

The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change

Don't you think it's strange?

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song

You go ahead, let your hair down

Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,

Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

corinne bailey rae "put your records on"

Oly-Oly-Oly-Oh

2009-11-12T15:13:00.006+08:00

can i have this? :) It's the Olympus E-P1 and I wannit.

I ♥

2009-11-07T14:46:00.003+08:00

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

Astonishing

2009-09-15T17:31:00.004+08:00

I can hardly believe it.

so i had to leave for school after the 3rd set. Federer led 2 sets to 1. hope was gone, i thought it was all over. delpo himself looked like he didn't wanna continue on with the match after losing the 3rd set. and i.. i went to school really really down and weary. partly because i had woken up at 4am also la. Still i was praying: oh God let there be some miracle. A miracle. Anything. Don't let delpo lose. At least not this badly... sigh. all the time in school i was thinking bout the match but had no one to talk to bout it as none of my friends watch tennis. So i was left all alone with my thoughts. sad. [9am: they should be done with their match now...wonder who won...did delpo lose?..how badly? did he miss his chance to win the grand slam...] think think think... i know. i'm obsessing big time.

of all days. today i got home only at 4. rushed in, opened up a page, heart pounding and all. and what greets me first but "Federer loses cool, US OPEN title."

*BLINK*

what.

whaaaaaaaaaaaaatt?????? that...that means...

ooh yeah. Juan Martin Del Potro the 20yr old 6-foot-6 Argentine has beaten the world No 1. Ah! *scream-jump-shout-laugh-jump-jump-jump* (mum watches me. "what in the world...")
i couldn't believe it. like, seriously. hah!
they had gone on for 4 hrs and into 5 sets. things really turned around. who would have thought. after 2 weeks following the tournament, the quarters, the semis, nadal and now federer. it's over. and that's one heck of a way to end it.

oh what a miracle, indeed. :)

[...del Potro conceded he hadn’t processed the whole thing, didn’t know what to do with the car they gave him, the trophy he kissed, the $1.85 million he won.
“Maybe cheesecake for my birthday,” he said.]

awwww...

;)smile

.Bev

Finale

2009-09-15T04:06:00.003+08:00

hello world. it's 4 in the morning now and i'm up watching the men's singles final. live, yo. yaaawn.
i know i know the odds are stacked against juan martin but still... i'm excited. :)
Go delpo.
Tata.
Off now to watch the match. *blink blink*

4:40:01 AM

2009-09-14T04:51:00.009+08:00

It is 4.50am now and i'm awake watching the Djokovic-Federer match. X) Woke up hoping to be able to catch Del Potro's match with Nadal but they already played. But but.... ah. My hands are shaking so much right now as i'm typing this as i am literally bouncing with delight. Just checked usopen.org and guess what man. [open page-scroll-scroll-live matches-completed matches-J.Del Potro in bold] Del Potro beat Nadal. DEL POTRO DEFEATED NADAL. DELPO IS THROUGH TO THE US OPEN FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAHHH!! He won he won he won - in straight sets nonetheless ;) - Definitely gonna be in a great mood today. *wide grin*
Oh ash would be so crushed. hehee

DelPo

2009-09-11T22:29:00.004+08:00

I've been reeeally hooked on the US Open. Watching it everyday. X)
Feel so inspired watching them play. Makes me wanna go back to playing tennis.hehe
I am superdupergiddyhappy cos my fave players have made it thru to the semis! yayeah :D

JUAN MARTIN DEL POTRO

all 1.98 m of delpo

and of cos...

NOVAK DJOKOVIC

*cross fingers* hope they'll reach the finals. :)

.Bev

Where did you go?

2009-09-06T20:13:00.005+08:00

Take my hand and I hope you won't let go.

2009-09-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

I WANNA WANNA

go to a Ramadan bazaar =D

a Malaysian and no, i've never been to one. Someone take meee!!

Oh i love that kid!

2009-08-28T21:05:00.004+08:00

So i watched UP yesterday with manda, jessica and pei.
It's definitely one of the best films i've watched this year. The animation was absolutely brilliant and i thought there was a good balance of humourous and heartfelt scenes. But i was dissapointed that quite a number of (really really funny) scenes had been cut out. Oh well.

R U S S E L L

i think this kid is just the cutest. XD Russell, the terribly enthusiastic Asian-American "Wilderness Explorer". Haha oh he cracks me up.

Me Hair Now =)

2009-08-26T08:46:00.002+08:00

Here's an update for ya!

iLykit Short

2009-08-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

bleep..bleep..bleep

Release me into the high skies - there where they fly free.

2009-04-19T14:45:00.008+08:00

I'm lost. Afraid. I have no clue where I'm headed.

Often times, I get so intimidated. I'm afraid to take in the truth - to face reality. Afraid that if I do, I'd just fall so deep into hopelessness I might lose myself. I always try to keep my head above the waves of depression. Grasping desperately at any small vision of hope. Is it really so difficult? Each passing day, I feel my heart emptying itself out; my smiles becoming less and less sincere. I hate it. I want so bad to laugh with my friends, smile at every passing face and mean it. I hate lying to myself; more so to the ones I care so much for. Whenever I speak, it feels insincere. Sometimes the silence is there because I don't expect myself to say something that's untrue to me. Do you hear me? I am screaming my lungs out. Do you hear me?
I'm bleeding through closed wounds.

It is ruined. Torn right down the middle of what was once whole and true.
Lead ME.

Not Letting Go

2009-04-12T20:04:00.040+08:00

DAVID ARCHULETA!!!

The day started with me waking up round 6. I went over to Manda's bout 8 and we left for Sunway Lagoon Amphitheatre. Yaawn. I was wondering why on earth we had to get there so early when it was stated that the showcase would only be starting at 3 in the afternoon. But when we got there [it was about 8.40AM], there were already quite a number of people sitting in line since, apparently, 7 in the freakin' morning. Man, this people...

Anyway, this nice uncle guard told us that the gate would only be opening at 12 PM. *whuuh...? glance at watch... [8:50 A.M.]* Grreat.. So there we waited for 4 hours. 4 really long hours under the scorching hot sun. It was foolish of us to go totally unprepared with no sunblock or umbrellas. So we were completely exposed, soaking up the sun rays. The only form of protection I had was a small towel of Yoke Pei's that I used to cover a small of my spaghetti top-covered back but it later proved to have been of little benefit.

"Archangel". Haha. I was so inspired by all the banners made by Archie's oh-so-loyal fans.

the terribly long line

with Pei

12 PM came.. finally!
"Listen girls. When we open the gate, we don't want anyone to start running, OK? It's a downward path so just walk." Yeaaah right. Like that's gonna happen. We went in and started our walk downhill then saw these girls behind us running. And it did not look like they had their brakes working right. So we started running as well. I was afraid they were gonna crash into us. While running, my feet hurt so bad that I just took my shoes off. So I ran quite a way on burning hot tar ground, barefooted. Haha. But all that running was worth it as we managed to get good seats, right at the centre, 3 rows up. Once inside, we had nothing to do but again, wait. For another 3 hours. 4 hours to get pass the gates & another 3 hours before we see David on stage. Really. So what do we do? Chat chat. Click click. Doh. Lol.

the stage

burned out from all that walking and running

with Jo, Pei, Manda
Jo and YP.
Posers!

=)

on her arm

3.00 PM: Everyone in anticipation... it's time!!
3.15 PM: Mana David tu?
......
....
wait..wait..

And then! Finally, people on stage. JJ and Ean. From the hitz.fm Morning Crew. =) They got everyone warmed up (like everyone wasn't already so hyped) and gave out goodie bags. There was this one little girl who went up there to sing "Crush". Aww. She was adorable! There were 3 opening acts by local artistes. First up was Hou Ren from idunnowhatshow. Then idunnowhat'shisname from One In A Million. And then Daniel Lee, Malaysian Idol from who knows how many years ago! They each performed 2 songs. Honestly, they weren't that bad. Quite bearable. Hehe. I enjoyed Daniel's "Mimpi" the most.

the cute little girl

Daniel

the 5,000 strong crowd

I'm JJ..

...and I'm Ean.

AH AT LAST! The one we've been waiting for... David Archuleta! Oh gosh, were the screams deafening.
He only came on about 4.30 PM. Great huh. Duration of our wait? You do the math.
But I guess it was worth the wait. =)
He performed really well.
He started off with "A Little Too Not Over You" followed by "Touch My Hands" and "Don't Let Go". After a break, he came back on the keyboards and did a version of Vanessa Carlton's "A Thousand Miles" and Robbie Williams' "Angels". Last of all was, well duh, Crush.

Video of David singing "Touch My Hand"!

He looked up and grinned shyly every time the crowd erupted into cheers. =) Cute.

I've got a few more videos but I'm too tired to upload them so hope one's enough!

with Rebekah

=P

On the way out from there, we got caught in the rain. It started out with light patter but not long after, it just started to pour! We were drenched wet. Haha. But it was all good. We headed to Sunway Pyramid for dinner. We then walked around a bit, look-see-look-see and headed home round 8.40 PM.

Result?
A sunburn, blisters, getting caught in the rain + time with friends, David Archuleta = One heck of a day!

Though I was more of a Dave Cook fan when they battled it out on Idol, I gotta say that Archie deserves as much credit. He has a tremendous voice and I have to admit, I was more than ~~a little~~ mesmerized after witnessing his performance live.

Thanks so much Manda once again for if it weren't for you, I'd never have gotten the chance to see Dave and to Yoke Pei and Jo for making up the terrific company! =) This was definitely one memorable experience that I'll always treasure.

=D Tata for now.
♥

2009-04-10T20:03:00.010+08:00

I'LL BE GOING FOR THE
DAVID ARCHULETA
SHOWCASE TOMORROW!!

Thanks Manda.... =)

Hahaha....
I'm not even a huge fan of his...
But I'm going to see him live.
-ImeanI~~kinda~~likehismusicandalland
he'sareallysweetdudebutIain'tahugefan-
Am I excited??
UHh....
LOL
yeaaah.....? xD
Yay!
[c'mon, this guy was like, on Idol... I can just see the tons of squealing females who would die to see him in person. Teehee.]

******************************
there you go, that's one update on my life for you.
oh and one short thing,
it's exams this week and
i'm preeetty sure i'll be failing both my history and add maths paper.
WaiOWai

Live HIGH

2009-03-11T20:07:00.007+08:00

So here i am.. =)

I am... so sorry for anyone who's been here this past months and had to face the annoying line "ROBERT CUT DIA PUNYE RAMBUT" at the top. LOL

I've just been really busy lately but since i won't be going to school tomorrow, i'm taking some time to revive my blog a little; dust it off a bit.
The reason why i won't have to face the troubles of Thursdays in school tomorrow is cos i'll be headed off to "Smiley Mountain". Haha

Tomorrow we'll be going to Gunung Senyum in Pahang for prefects camp which i am not totally looking forward to..apart from the fact that this year we won't have to sleep in tents. Instead we'll have dorms. I don't expect this living condition to be a whole lot better as there'll be 50! people in one room. OMg. At least it's bye-bye cold, hard, wet ground.

OH oh time for a little bragging..
hehe..

I
..
WAS
..
AT
..
JASON
..
MRAZ'S
..
CONCERT!!!!

..
..
...
...
....

♥ ♥ ♥ and and and it was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x1000
=D
oh shut up those who think it's no big deal. Jason put on an unbelievable show k.
I can't believe i thought of skipping the concert...!

i admit i was not that big a fan going to concert but as you can probly tell, i am one heck of a fan now! XD
i will definitely be posting up vids and pics from the concert once i get my hands on them..!

*************************

ohand anyonelivingbreathingreadingthis,
do come for the Sex&Sensibility Talk at GT Klang.... =)
sign up soon!!

It'll be on th 15th-16th March which is this coming Sunday & Monday..
Sunday: 7.30 pm - 10.00 pm
Monday: 9.00 am - 4.45 pm

see you!

2008-12-23T16:50:00.005+08:00

ROBERT CUT DIA PUNYE RAMBUT
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Does he still look good?
....
Oh yes, he does....
....
=)

2008-11-26T23:00:00.003+08:00

26.11.2008
The eve of Twilight premiere....

27.11.2008
freakin TWILIGHT PREMIERE here in M'sia!!!!

Here's proof on how crazy i've been on the internet while in Twilight mood....

YouTube - 25 New Twilight Movie Stills including Bella' lullaby
YouTube - Twilight Trailer 3 in HD [COMPLETE]
YouTube - Official Twilight teaser trailer 2
YouTube - Twilight - Movie Review
YouTube - New Moon Film Officially Announced By Summit!
YouTube - Official Bella's Lullaby-Carter Burwell *edited* read description
Official Bella's Lullaby - AOL Video
enha12 | PianoFiles Free sheet music: Bella's Lullaby
YouTube - (Official) Bella's Lullaby - Carter Burwell
YouTube - Favorite Bella/Edward Moments
YouTube - Bella's Lullaby (No Orchestra) -Carter Burwell
Angel's Lair - Bella's Lullaby Music Sheet
YouTube - Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart - Just So You Know
YouTube - "Windswept Lullaby" by Duke Rightious
YouTube - Official Bella's Lullaby
YouTube - Behind the Scenes Twilight Trailer Spoof
YouTube - MTV- Robert.Kristen: Bonding.Praise.Kissing.Bella´s Lullaby
YouTube - Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner at mtv VMA's red carpet
YouTube - bella's lullaby - edward cullen
YouTube - Edward Cullen Dance =D

& that's not even half of it.... xD

I can't seem to talk about anything else BUT Twilight. Twilight. Twilight. Twilight!
♥

You've been living under a rock if you haven't heard that....

2008-11-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

Twilight has been released!

Not here in Malaysia - yet - but already over in the US. I just need a place to vent. Right here where i can just write whatever that's on my mind. Just venting. Alright. Just a heads up, this will be a pretty long post about Twilight, typical of an obsessed fan. Not for anyone who's not a fan of the saga. It's all just....venting. Videos for your viewing pleasure...

First, i can't believe the movie's already out! It's been years since i first read Twilight and went absolutely mad when it was announced that a movie was going to be made. And i really can't wrap my mind round how fast time just flies by.
The movie's been released and there are 3 other books already. NEW MOON will be out too. Rumors are flying that it has already finished filming but, they're just rumors. Don't know when it'll be out. There really is gonna be a movie though.
Oh the joy! Surfing the net, reading the reviews, watching videos...watching E! News and The Daily 10.
anything i can get my hands on before i catch the movie. Youtube, oh Youtube.... Here's a review i got off YT. The guy seems really into the whole thing. Wonders... Anyway, here it is.

Ppl, if you wanna watch the movie without any voices stuck in your head going on about how a particular scene turned out or how it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to, i suggest don't watch the video cause the guy gives some pretty detailed points. And he's already spoiled it for me. But i can't help myself... i need more...

Announcement!

It really is so addictive and seductive. Once you get Twilighting, i can bet it'll be so hard for you to snap out of it. I'm sure watching the movie will be totally overwhelming for me. I'll just have to remind myself not to hyperventilate while in the theater. I don't even know whether i wanna watch it in the theater. With a bunch of loud, over-excited, shrieking people expected to squeal whenever Edward appears on screen. Sigh. What i wanna do is curl up at home, in darkness, left alone in my Twilight world. Aah. How emo....and so totally pathetic. No no. I wanna watch it with friends too. Only after i watch it alone the first time. Haha. OMG. I'm going mad.

So here's my take on things. I've had this crush on Robert Pattinson since i saw him in Goblet of Fire and was ecstatic when i heard he was cast as Edward. AgggHHH!!! Many people protested against that choice and it seems like I'm among the very, very few people who has rooted for Robert all the way. From the beginning. And no one can deny that Robert Pattinson is hot. ♥ Robert!

OH OH! See see what i got here.... I want this sooo soo soo bad. If any of my ~~rich~~ friends out there are generous and kind enough to ease my pain, i am hoping for this Christmas present.....*wink* It's the [scream] TWILIGHT SAGA COLLECTION dammit! All four books in hardcover!!! Ah...i'm such a geek. FYI, it cost 45.65 USD. So after calculation, it's about a hundred and sixty-six Malaysian ringgit. Awesome? oh yeah.

Here i got a piano piece by Carter Burwell, said to be the official "Bella's Lullaby". You can't know for sure till you've seen the movie since there are plenty of songs all over the net claimed to be it.
This piece is really beautiful. have a listen. =)

If you're an avid Twilight fan like ME, the movie will definitely not measure up to the standard of the book. We all have our own imagination of Edward or Bella or Jacob so how they all turn out in the movie will, of course, be a little disappointing.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2008-11-12T20:54:00.004+08:00

Listen to

Alter Bridge - Watch Over You
Katy Perry - Hot N' Cold
Coldplay - Viva La Vida
Paramore - Decode

Oh this is so exciting!!

2008-11-11T17:22:00.002+08:00

It's a compilation of clips from "Twilight"
Soundtrack: Paramore - Decode
Watch...

♥ ♥ ♥

2008-11-11T13:37:00.006+08:00

Here you go Lyn. You wanted the pizza post so here it is.

Last Sunday, Lyn followed me to church for youth service, which was great. =) Though we were about an hour plus late for service. Haha. So not good. Can't let that happen again...
Apparently, Dan had gone to church way earlier leaving Reuben at home still snuggled up in bed. I had to call before he got out of bed. At 11!! Agh. Anyway, we got to church round 11.45 and, unsurprisingly, praise & worship was already over. =( We walked in when Cmdr Gideon was on stage, talking. Awkward.... So he spoke that morning and the was message was pretty interesting.

After service, Lyn stayed back at my place cause she wanted to make pizza. Man, i really gotta find something different to make. Pizza, pizza, pizza is getting real boring. Haha. I must admit i'm really impressed by Lyn's skills in cutting a tomato. Lol. Unlike me. I take like 10 minutes to do a tomato but she took less than half that time. Hehe. And she didn't cut herself... haha. She said i'm so prone to accidents in the kitchen. Ey girl, i'm still learning!

Sensei =)

LOL. We were tryna thaw the pita bread. Even after 3 tries in the oven, it still stayed frozen. So we got a knife to slice the pieces apart. Haha. Still stuck together, i got frustrated.

into the oven...

My piece. Watheck right? haha. mixed veges on pizza...

Lyn's - hers was so thick. overloaded with toppings. haha. n i made her eat up all the leftover ingredients.

Oozing melted cheese...

....Yum?

lyn having a bite =D yum!

okay. that is all i've got for ya.

We Will Still Be Friends Forever

2008-11-09T15:41:00.007+08:00

It was Celine's farewell party yesterday...
Very cool. Just hung out. Our last big meeting together before she leaves for Singapore. Lyn, Niro, Siew, Miin were there....and Mel and Tara!! Haven't seen them since pri-school. So awesome to see them again.
We had such a blast, didn't we? Haha. Being maniacs at the playground. We could have woken up the whole neighborhood with our loud chatter and laughter! LOL

Celine's new pup ~ ain't she adorable?? Chesta's her name ryte.

I was covered with dog slobber de whole night...haha

guess whooo....? xD

We were getting bored at the house just munching on food so we headed to the playground. =D
Fact: I DO NOT like Monkey Bars.

we were tryna figure out how to play with that thing at the playground.
but couldn't . haha

"c'mon celine!...."

a painful pose.

ah hah! a picture of Mel....finally!

♥ ♥ lyns

aww niro.....

Da whole group =)

Muaxx

WE'LL MISS YOU LOADS, GURL!

♥

I Need To Get Out.

2008-11-07T11:33:00.013+08:00

So the last day of school for us was yesterday.
For some reason i feel really really sad about leaving school this year.
i gotta say that this school year was the best ever. Awesome classmates, awesome teachers, awesome days...awesome...everything, actually.
Lyn - who knows what got into her - brought all her nail polish to school and started doing everyone's nails. Even us, uh hum, prefects went along with it.

After school, followed ai lin to her house for some japanese tutoring. You see, i'll be sitting for a japanese test in december and i am quite far from being prepared. So she's helping me. (thaaank youuuuu sooo so much!) I always thought learning a new language would be a whole lotta fun. Doesn't really seem that way now...it's tough. Oh well.

Oh! i haven't posted on class party yet....
Last Saturday ~ Lunch ~ Johnny's ~ Thai steamboat
It was alright. Food was alright. Company was great. =)
Some pics here....

^^ we were eating cake with chopsticks...lol ^^

It's sad that a few of my friends will be leaving school, one even leaving the country (4 years, seriously??)...sigh.
Events like these really hit me bad. My friends, ahhh... All part of growing up ey?

♥ Miss Celine.
My buddy since std 1. That's what? 8 years ago?? Wow. Time sure flies huh. U're really doing great and i'm so proud of you! Love you so much. sigh.. I'm close to tears now... First u leave Mgs and now you're going to S'pore??? Well, you really deserve to be where u are at now. =) You'd better not forget me and come visit us here often, k? I'll go see you there at the end of the year if i can. How bout it? =)

♥ Lydia Phuah.
It's too bad i never knew you earlier and now you're leaving school. It all started with choir. Always fun to have u around. =) hope your new school has as many awesome people like Mgs does. Remember me. You must. xD

Hey check this out...
That's Taylor Lautner. The actor playing Jacob Black. Bwaahaha. Oh no no no. That's how he's gonna look in the movie. Not a good look.

TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah. Did i mention i'll be starting tennis lessons tonight....? ;P yup. i am. God help me.

listen to
Simple Plan - Generation
T.I. featuring Rihanna - Live Your Life

To a Beloved Friend...

2008-11-04T20:11:00.004+08:00

From our years together in primary school till now,
you've been my great friend through it all.
Love you. ♥

Now I Throw My Life Upon All You Are

2008-10-26T19:22:00.005+08:00

You know how sometimes you can feel so down and horrible at one time
and then so amazing the next?
That's how i feel when I'm surrounded by the spirit of God.
When i know that I'm in His presence.

I'm overwhelmed whenever I'm in worship.
How the word of the Lord spoke to me today, I am amazed.
I find great comfort that He is always, always in control of everything in my life.
Through the highs and lows, He is there for me.
When i needed Him so badly, He revealed his greatness. His grace.
What have i got to worry about when i know that God's in control of whatever happens in my life and He only wants what's best for me?

PHILIPPIANS 4:13
"I HAVE THE STRENGTH TO FACE ALL CONDITIONS BY THE POWER THAT CHRIST GIVES ME."

♥ In my joy, I praise you.
In my darkest hour, my deepest sorrow,
I PRAISE YOU. ♥

I AM HAPPY.
I AM ALIVE.

Just one blow is all it takes.

2008-10-25T23:36:00.004+08:00

When I CRY, I feel REAL.

that clenching feeling in my gut
that strangling feeling
Like i can't breathe
Feeling so good yet hurting so bad
All at the same time

Oh Lord, You will help me through this.

when the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

Like being catapulted high into the sky

2008-10-23T10:27:00.005+08:00

......and just waiting to fall to the cold, hard ground.

P M R is OVER.
Oh-Vee-Eee-Arr.
Can you believe it? Something we had prepared for all the months before, the mugging, the late nights, the eye bags, the irrelevant History facts...etc etc.
And it has come to this day. The END of it all.
Honestly, i miss it. LOL.
watheheck. yeah.i.do. =/
how can i celebrate when i know in about 2 months time i'll be getting de worst results in de history of worst results? No celebrations for me.
One good side about pmr ending is i am free to do whatever i want. yup. WATEVA. =) i've got A TON of things to update on since my last post (in AUGUST???) but i have no idea where to start.

i'll do it when i feel like it la. i just hope people will realize that i've jump started my blog and it is revived.
since i'm not in the mood for an update, i'll just discuss music!
there's always time for music. =)

Listen to..:..:

Rihanna - Disturbia
Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
David Cook - Light On
Krystal Meyers - Make Some Noise
~~Miley Cyrus - 7 crappy Things~~
Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat - Lucky
Various Stars [Beyonce, Mary J.Blige, Rihanna, Ciara, Sheryl Crow, etc.] - Just Stand Up
Pink - So What
Katy Perry - I Kissed
Gavin Rossdale - Love Remains The Same

chao....till later..♥

So Much Time. So Little To Do.

2008-10-21T22:22:00.008+08:00

So now that PMR is over, i said that i've got plenty of time on my hands. Too bad there's barely anything to do besides watching tv and surfing the net. Yeah, I'm almost rotting here at home. So what has i gots to do? Think of ways to let time pass without being totally and utterly pathetic and dead. This new...., uh, "hobby o'mine", basically revolves around dominating the kitchen area, giving mom a heart attack and trying not to burn de housa down.

MASHED POTATOHS

*************

FRENCH TOAST

*************

PIZZA! (the one thing i was proud of lol)

oven-ing...

pizza a'la Bev...ahaha..

finally! i'm done with this post.
that's it.
♥ Bev

Where Would I Be Now?

2008-08-02T14:08:00.002+08:00

okaaaaaaaay.
i knooooooow.
there hasn't been updaaaaaaates.
i can't.
as busy as i've been.
things i've done. things i wanna share.
i so sosososo wanna blog...
but i can't. not till i'm done. with. EVERYTHING.
aite?
i promise there'll be soooooo much, dang. i'll spend days updating.
okay.
for now, my blog's gonna be a teeny bit abandoned.
trials are coming. then, THAT. THAT which is not to be spoken of.
so that's all. just a little something to let y'all know i'm still here. and alive.

=D bye.
& God bless.

Legacy: 10th Inter-School Rally

2008-07-13T18:42:00.013+08:00

ISCF RALLY

- the most anticipated event of the year -
has ended. how sad is that? but amazing at the same time...
if you missed it, you know we know, you sure missed out on a whole lot.

For me, it was simply overwhelming.
I had an incredibly long day yesterday. with the briefings and all.
ooo i loved everything.
the people i met, the people i knew but wasn't so close to. =]

My day started with the briefing at the sports complex. it was soooo hot at 10 in the morning almost all of us got sunburn. But how amazing is our GOD that during the rally, not only was there no rain, it was perfect. the sky was so clear...it was cooling...the weather was great. He is that awesome i'll tell you that! So after the briefing and some t-shirt selling - that was around one - I had to rush to school for the Japanese Cultural Day. You see, my sensei selected me to take part in the Hiragana writing competition. well, i guess that's probably the only thing in the Japanese field that i'm good at. =] after that, me & lyn had a little time to hang around a bit before we had to rush off again back home to get set for the awesome-st night.
Lyn, now you know how i need to have everything just right or i become a hyper-freak! LOL.

What would blog posts be without pics?

Photos for your viewing pleasure...

♥ ♥ ♥

suvien - yokepei ♥

with yoke pei♥
oh yeah. i owe you for making you (& me) miss the drama that night...hehe.

stop, pose for the cam while selling shirts. =)

the time came and we were all set! everything was ready and we were ready to get it all started. i, for one, was actually dissapointed/shocked/surprised/worried by the turnout. there weren't that many people at 1, 000+. can you imagine? urgh. i thought it'd have sucked. but Thank God! people started arriving. late. well, better late than never, aite? ;)
not only that, then the unthinkable happens. there was a short circuit. XO like, what now? the whole stage; lights, instruments, all of it went kaput. That's why the whole event was delayed. Panic-panic-panic everywhere. backstage, that is. gosh! but our God wouldn't let it end there. after a long long long 1 hour wait - with impressive help from the ushers to keep the crowd entertained =] - we were back on! praise God! =D

the stage...open-air...=)

one of the screens...

oh the crowd!

AFTER all was done....

♥ them MUCH
l-r: chriss, lyn, jacq, dee & bee.

Manda ♥

Important points:

a) According to Pstr Gideon, we had about, wat. 77 new believers that night? that's freaking awesome, you know. =D

b) t-shirt selling wears me out! XD

c) I had an incredible time there. how i wish - like everyone does - to travel back in time (that's impossible, btw) back to that fateful Saturday, 12th of July 2008....=)

OH and....
Amanda, if I was in form 4, yea it'd be a heck of a lot more fun! ;p
haha. and of course, i'd be done with PMR!

"United we stand,
Bring salvation to our land!!!"

i'll leave you with a video somewhat like the drama performed Saturday night.
i cried....it's really powerful.

is this it? my post on the rally?? well, all my memories are stored. what a day...!

God bless y'all!
♥
Bev.

2008-07-10T16:54:00.013+08:00

heleeeeeo people of the world....=]

i'm here. blogging. boring. borin--.....ZZZZzzzz....

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

okay let's start!
duh duh duh i've been crazily beezy lately. but God has helped me through it all. Exams have just ended. everyone say..."WHOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooohHOooooooooooo!!!!!" LOL. oky. totally random. but i AM HIGH!! 'why?' you may ask.... >,< style="font-weight: bold;">last saturday was the briefing in church but we had to got to school in the morning. so after school i went over to lyn's. oh wait, before that...my parents went shopping that day!!! without me!! how???! so that's why i had transport to church..anyways, whats tos dos? at lyn's we were to shower when we saw all the electrical wires dangling over the shower place i was like, "no way am i gonna shower in there!" so we hopped over to her aunt's house which is just next door. she had the key and no one was home. =] it was a weetle weird for me. -.-
watevah. then to church we went...in d middle of P&W...it was good. =) then seniors went around praying for & anointing us. =) after that we split up into groups & guess what? i'll be part of the t-shirt sales! =] boot- be there early if you wanna get your hands on one..

got this from the ISCF blog...

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ KATHY VAN ZEELAND

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

then on sunday was the Powersport TKD championship. I'll praise Him for his blessing..=] i'm alive!!! ahhaha. all i had on my mind was that that would be my final tournament and of course i wanna go back medalist. gold, mind you. but i also said if only it was His will i win. and i did! not gold =[ but silver..=]

Also, my dear Celine got me a belated belated birthday prezzie. A book! + a lolly + a handmade paper flower bouquet. =) thank Q.

i'm lovin' it. ♥

okay i think i'm done.
i've delayed this post long enough.

Bruise and Burns

2008-07-07T16:02:00.002+08:00

hey guys...
i'll be updating on the tae kwon do championship soon,
when i'm done with my exam and when i get the pictures so...
check in, kay?
i'm terribly bruised all over and i have aches at probably every part of my living body.
so yeah. will keep y'all posted!

RALLY IS HERE!!
well, soon...
Cleared Your Schedules Yet??
Are You Guys Ready??
Get Hyped-Up!!
Be There or YOU'LL BE MISSING OUT!!

♥
Bev.

My Time Is Now.

2008-07-02T18:27:00.002+08:00

[27 June] Pre-rally was awesome! =D

Coming up....

[6 July] TKD tournament...XP
[7 July] 2nd monthly exam!!
[12 July] Japanese Cultural Day!
[12 July] RALLLY!!!!!! =D
[19 July] Prefects' Gathering...

2008-07-02T17:47:00.003+08:00

RULE1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE 2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
no clue, really. just really mad. & probably stab him. ;)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to make it into heaven. pronto.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
angelina jolie's.
lol
random choice.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
absolutely...nothing.
.....
....
...
..
are you kidding me???!! i have SO many things i would do!!
shopping..shopping..open my own boutique..shopping..travel da world..

5. What is a Must in a partner?
a sense of humour. =D brains.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
He's already here for me. =)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
yawn...

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
sure! none that i can think of right now, though.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
[scene] walk onstage..turn to look at audience..*plop*

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
God willing, successful with my dream career

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Fam&Friends

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
incredibly sweet, cute, friendly =)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
those are my choices?? well then,
NEITHER!

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
open my eyes.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
not ALL....it's give-and-take XD

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
how could that happen?
oh wait.
it has...

18. What type of people do you hate?
those with terrible LOA syndrome.
trouble-makers.
those with NO LIFE and messes others' up.

19. List 6 people to tag
Aidee, dear.
Aly
Nick
Arthur
Lydia
Jian

♥,
Bev

AIDEE can't help herself. She IS who she IS.

2008-07-01T21:11:00.004+08:00

"Ey....I saw her using a Blackberry. Or is it called a Blueberry?! Someone please tell me...."

Raspberry...
Strawberry...
Burberry...
Red-berry??!

haha. oh aidee....

The Top Ten.

2008-06-28T13:47:00.003+08:00

The Tag: Name 10 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 10 people.

My TEN people are:
Ashlea
Sally
Serina
Dan
Jac
Chriss
Nick
Lyn
Aly
Celine

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED UP THE TOP!

1. How did you meet number 9?

[aly] Through my sis

2. Do you have a crush on anyone up there?

nuh-uh

3. What would you do if you hadn't met number 1?

[ash] well, i wouldn't have a sister now, would i? =)

4. What would you do if 6 and 2 were going out?

chriss & sally??? aha sure....

5. How did you meet number 8?

[lyn] she's always been around. like a pest. =P

6. Is 2 one of your best friends?

[sal] Definitely. =D

7. Whose number 9's best friend(s)?

[aly] Jesus!

8. Have you ever dated number 1?

9. Do you miss number 10?
[celine] YES!!! i miss her a lot!

10.What do u think of number 6?

[chriss] she's my most adorable friend..♥

11.What do you think of number 7?

[nick] he's sweet. =)

12. Who does number 3 like?
[selina] she doesn't tell me!

13. Have you ever been inside number 8's house?

[lyn] yeah. once. only.

14. Do you love number 4?

[dan] yeah i do, buddie.

15. Ever been in the same bed as any of the numbers?

yup. no. 1

16. What about no. 5?

[jac] what about her? she's the blurr-est friend i've got. ♥

17. Do you trust these people?

i guess so...

18. Would you date no. 5?

jac?? a girl date!

19. Love them all?

love. ♥. Love.

This tag goes to anyone...

I've Got My Eyes Wide Shut.

2008-06-26T14:31:00.004+08:00

Likee my new skin??
=D

***********************************************************************************
So parent-teacher day was today....

.....>.<.....

everything went preeetty smooth.
except at the end when my teacher asked me to fill out the "AKU JANJI" form.
gosh, i was so embarrased!
at first i thought it was some questionnaire [i was reading it upside down] =,=!!
so anyway what it says now is like,
"Saya L** V** Y** berjanji untuk mencapai 7 A dalam peperiksaan PMR saya."
oh, heck yeah.
now all i gotta do is work on it. =)

check this out.
i found it on 8tv's site.
they don't have anything on GG but this dumb show does. like episode videos and stuff.
sheesh. the dumb synopsis in the paper for the GG episodes are all screwed up. arrrrggh.

so anywhoo, here it is:
snippet from the 'grand' finale of "I Wanna Be A Model"

they're so horrifyingly hilarious.
+ they look retarded.
+ this is suppose to be the 'finale'
+ they make my stomach hurl
the video's really long but once you get started, i think you'd wanna see what happens to them all the way till the end.

Bev says, "I just got up from my nap so understand I may be a teeny-bit snappy." =]
{hey people out there who, obviously unlike me, actually are fans of this show, please Do Not SPAM.}

♥ BeVy

GO GREEN? (=

How The Heart Loves Is A Mystery.

2008-06-19T15:18:00.007+08:00

THE

RALLY

FLIERS

ARE

finally

OUT!

WHOOOOOOHOOOooooo......

and they're ultra-cute!

here's a look:

[i had a lil madstroke with my new cam and took a bunch of pics that look alot d same]

pic...

after pic

see that? it's FREE!

the map on da back

YOUR legacy

back in 07

♥ ♥
btw, just wanna say how much i love love l♥ve my  F R I E N D S. you guys just make me HAPPY & my day so much better.
what would I do without all of y'all??
♥ ♥ ♥

spotted!

the ground below


Pics courtesy of yours truly,
Beverlea ♥

I ain't ready to leave this time of mine!

2008-06-16T16:50:00.008+08:00

I'm only 15, right?

and i just went to Taylor's to check out the courses they've got there....like, watheheck.
nothing wrong with early preparation? well...yeah, right! i barely know what i wanna do.
so i guess that's probably why my dad wanted me to go.
i definitely know i wanna do something in art/design. definitely.
just that sometimes what i wanna do doesn't meet up to other's expectation.
i hate. hate. HATE if anyone tries to get in my way to get what i want.
also if everyone's just so cliché ~~we could still be stuck in the 1800s~~ and thinks everything in this world has to be stereotyped. what's your problem, yea??
but still, what the heck am i doing thinking about this now??!

these were the only courses in design
waaaaaaaahhhhhhh...!

then after Taylor's, sis wanted to do some shopping so headed over to Sunway.
hah. the new wing kinda sucks.
walk-walk-walk around then i felt hungry. oh-stomach-o-mine!
SUUSSSSSSSSHIIIIII!!! who can resist uh....about uh...5 [?] different jap restaurants...?
settled for SushiGroove?
yeah good food. LOL at the desserts they've got. black-pepper ice-cream among others. yum yum?
so i decided to get some REAL dessert:
YOGURBERRY!
always wanted to try since came out in the papers but never got to until that day.
i got the mini [since the woman at the counter said the one i'd chosen was ONLY for kids..=,=" like, "hello?"]
with strawberry toppings. that cut me bout RM 9.00. for a tiny serving like that. with crap service. i mean, CRAAAP!
but it tasted alright. don't think i'll be going anytime soon, though.
aite, aite.

CHAO!
♥ Bev

What's There To Say?

2008-06-13T21:51:00.009+08:00

I don't really have much to say except that I'm pretty proud now that though we didn't get any placing, we still scored the 'Anugerah Khas Juri' or something like that. LOL. it was so funny/WEIRD that no one had a clue what it was..when they announced "Pemenang untuk Anugerah Khas Juri ialah...sekolah Klang! SMK blah blah..." all of us stared at each other like 'okay...did we just win something or what? whuzzat?' LOL.

So [duh] i took pics.
but i'm too lazy to upload ALLL of it. (i actually do have other things to do)
these are just a selected few.

so, wan more pics? Go to My Friendster, aite?

their huge-huge hall

Bev, Linny, Celine

Winnie ♥

ke-poh lydia ;P

indoor court. how...fortunate. haihz.

Champs, Kepong. =D real good sopranos

The group that made it through it all. =) ♥ ♥ ♥

P.S Lucky ~~arse~~ Celine. & Kitty Kat. now that i've seen ur school, i love it even more!

So that's all my tired self can post about now.
God Bless ♥ Bev
Thought i should do this after every post:

REMINDER:

2008-06-12T17:02:00.004+08:00

State-level Choir Competition.
Today.
Incredibly disappointed.
But still happy. enough.

lydia just HAD to take this.

Definitely MORE pictures and blogging to be done later on.
when i've got the time.
right now i obviously do not have the mood! =<

2008-06-10T16:02:00.001+08:00

Say what??????

2008-06-08T20:04:00.003+08:00

You GUYS KnoW U WaNNa BE tHEre!

So clear your schedules
and
make way for this year's

INTER SCHOOL RALLY!!!

OOO YEAH...XD

it's ALL happening on the 12th of JULY,
at 6 PM,
in KOMPLEKS SUKAN PANDAMARAN.

whoooooohoooo!!!

See y'all there!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2008-06-07T09:43:00.003+08:00

..::NewsFlash::..

MysistajustgotbackfromTerengganu.
Weirdcoachofhersdecidedtomakethejourneyhomeovernightbut
thankGODforasafejourney.
&Godblessedherwithavictory!

continue on with your life.wakey-wakey.wake UP! it's almost 10.00 in the morning.GET UUP!!!!
randomness of B. ♥

There is nothing left to do but sit and watch.

2008-06-07T08:50:00.006+08:00

Six People To Tag
~ Ash [dunno where your tagboard is]
~ Aidee [na-da tagboard]
other
bored
bloggers
with nathang better to do round here

Six Things I’m Passionate About
Nonsensical ART
Alternative rock MUSIC
Endless SHOPPING
Weird PHOTOGRAPHY
Snappy SARCASM
& above all, GOD

Six Things I Say Too Often
shoot!
damn!
huh?
shut it!
blah.
whuh?

Six Books I’ve Read (& Loved)
Atonement, Ian McEwan
Eclipse, Stephenie Meyer
Twilight, Stephenie Meyer
New Moon, Stephenie Meyer
PS, I Love You, Cecelia Ahern
Where Rainbows End, Cecelia Ahern

Six Songs I Can Listen To Again and Again
Ben Lee - Begin
Switchfoot - This Is Home
Lifehouse - Whatever It Takes
David Cook - Always Be My Baby
Ferras - Hollywood's Not America
Hillsong United - Lead Me To The Cross

Six Things I Learnt In The Past Year
Never leave things to the last minute
Treasure every moment in life
Value our parents love
Why fight?
God deserves our trust
I spend tooooo much time at Blogspot.com

When it comes to You, we scream till our lungs burn out!

2008-06-05T21:46:00.005+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT!

ANY M.G.S CU MEMBERS 'ROUND HERE?
HAWLA AT YA'LL!

WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS....(awww.....)

THERE'LL BE CU MEETINGS (yeah!!)

**************************************************

SO BE THERE, AITE?

See y'all at 4 Pintar,
every Tuesday,
at 1.00 p.m.
Be punctual, yeah?

See you there!
Peace out ♥ GOD BLESS!

What The Eye Sees Could Well Lead To Deception.

2008-06-02T10:46:00.008+08:00

I finally got the shopping spree i wanted!!! YAY! except i didn't buy anything. Much. probly one thing that could cover up a whole month's spending.

So we decided to go to KLCC. The ultimate place for shopping, right?
We started with a breakfast at DOME. oh, the food's great.
I was so stuffed i almost couldn't walk.....almost.
I had a few items on my list of stuff to get;

1. flats
2. clothes
3. clothes
4. Gossip Girl book
5. clothes
10. Canon DSLR camera

....=D a girl needs her things.

i so loooove this dress. WAREHOUSE. nice, aite? nice price, too.
it had a too pooFFy skirt. didn't get it. waaaah...i want...='(

And lookie, lookie...there was a a Canon convention(?) thingy going on so "Dad. Daddy...." we went to check it out.

Story of today's blog is....

MY Dad GOT ME a NEW CAMERA!!!
~~i dun even remember the name~~ hold on, lemme check...hang on, hang on....
It's a PowerShot G9.
wanted a DSLR but...
btw, ash if you're somehow reading this before you get back from T'gganu, don't kill me!!! you can get your spree when you get back, ya?

check it out. 12 mega pixels!

actually, dad said i should try out 'semi-pro' before getting a DSLR so...i'm happy. =)

Mom: "Look, your dad's so nice. got you a camera. so expensive summore...you know what you have to do, right? now, pay more attention to your studies. work harder. *HARDER. HAAARDER!!!! face contorted.
[*no, that didn't happen. just started visualizing a torture chamber.] =,=

oh guilt-stab! guilt-stab!

For the record, i'm feeling extremely guilty or whatever right now..
I didn't even have the stomach to shop. oh, the HORROR!!

oh and my ever-so-weird-yet-ever-so-loving brother bought this thing from Petrosains. it's a "pet" or "pets". more specifically, sea monkeys! like, what the....*toot*? lol. it's virtual. it's NOT real. it came with "eggs" and "food", too. i don't even no why he bought it. oh, brotha!

I'm so thankful!
THANKS, DAD!! ♥

2008-05-31T10:48:00.003+08:00

I FREAKIN' PASSED MY GRADE 7 THEORY EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!
AAAHHHHHHH.....can you tell??

Now for my practical....XD

Where this path takes me, I have no clue but I just can't wait.

2008-05-31T08:36:00.009+08:00

There are always people out there who will try to take you down,
But it's your choice whether or not to let them to. I, for one, have God to help me all the way.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

OOOooo yeah! The Hillsong United concert was a blast!
I don't really have much to say just that I really had a great time there and am psyched up for another one by them. if they do have another one. hope they do. XD

Snap! Snap! Pictures are here.
[they actually didn't allow cameras in the concert hall.....]

wait..waiting..

we were on high!

start!

When it was all over =(, all of us were like half-deaf! LOL. yelling to one another.
After their first performance, the crowd started yelling for more! Haha. they got back onstage. performed for us again. I soo loved it!
What an EXPERIENCE!

Love this song of theirs. Really beautiful, meaningful. ♥

What goes on in your mind?

2008-05-29T12:29:00.003+08:00

Why treat us like we're some kind of lab experiments?
The way i see it, we're in this tight space.
Feed us, clothe us, educate us.
Ruin us.
Change please.
People, we also are.

Why does everything gotta be so damn rigid, dammit!
Well, forgive me for speaking my mind.

Take me out into the sunshine, there where it'll burn down on me.

2008-05-27T13:13:00.003+08:00

I'm learning.
Learning to take things as it is.
Making sense of everything around me.

I was just thinking about why i always burden myself with other people's impression of me.
Why when i am so damn loving myself as i am?
And also wondering why i'm self emo-ing when i have awesome things to look forward to.

Laugh Out Loud

p/s. i'm in total random mood now. having spent hours staring at my computer screen. retard. man, aidee. i've ~~stolen~~ borrowed your word.

I'm freakin' goin' for HILLSONG!!!!!!!!

LAllalLALLALALALalalLAlalLalala.

COOK SWEEPS IT!!

2008-05-22T16:38:00.004+08:00

The title says it all people.

DAVID COOK is the new American Idol!!!

And I ain't far from ecstatic. XD
Juli passed me the awesome news in school and i screamed!!
I'm just that happy for him.
It just seems like he deserved it better and delivered more. he always seemed to mean what he was singing. I have always been rooting for him to win the title and it's great that he actually did.
I had doubts of course seeing that Arche was doing much more popular and i admit i was a little surprised he won. by a lot, too. like 12 million a lot.
I'll so be catching the Finale tonight! love the new song. `tears...
can't believe it's all over so quick. since i barely followed the show this season. )=

Cheers for COOK!

Fave Cook-shows:

♥ Top 16 - 'Hello'
♥ Top 2 - 'The World I Know'
♥ Finale

Battle of the Davids

David triumphs!

Pull my eye out, stab it a couple times then throw it away

2008-05-21T16:46:00.005+08:00

God!

never use God's name in vain but that shows just how much i'm in madness right now. How i wish i could just lay back and enjoy my birthday as normal people would. But of course. my birthday is right in the midst of mid-terms. as usual. yes people of blogsphere, it IS my birthday TODAY. yay.

so on to my ranting, i've got this history project to finish up by the time this day ends. i dunno why but i just love to blog about my misery even though by troubles aren't dealt with yet. typical.

this week, well last week actually, kinda went by in a blur. i really experienced God speaking to me so so much. i totally love it. when i witness Him working in my life. when i know He is. it's just awesome. i would go into details but that's just it. i can't. when i think "don't worry, He'll work it out." it's AMA-ZING how things change.

thanks EVERYbodeh who wished me today. though i was in the crappiest of moods. sorry, yah. I SOOOOO love you guys....and your prezzies...;) also, seems like whenever someone wishes me happiness-for-mah-birthday [laugh here] i tend to say "awww...." kinda like, "you remembered. how sweet." OR "you overheard someone wish me. you forgot." [laugh here too]

will see to updating on my week past and my plans [hopes/wishes] for the coming ones. Shout out, y'all! WHooooooooooooo-ooooot! HOLSSSSSSSS are HEEEEEEEEEEERE....=D wow. what a quick change of mood.

thanks for visiting. ;)
do come back for more.

I feel like i'm hyperventilating as I blog this....

2008-05-06T18:28:00.004+08:00

OMGomgomgOMGomGomGOMG!!!!!!

I found this and i'm just super-duper-excited!!!!
Yep, the Twilight trailer is finally OUT!
Click here for it!
This page's got the scenes broken down for non-'Twilighters'..just so you can catch on.
sad it ends so quickly! love the last few scenes. just how i imagined them? hmm..maybe. i got chills watching it!
Robert plays Edward pretty well, so does Kristen as Bella. I'm psyched!
it's impressive how he covers up his English accent so well. Emmett seems smaller than i imagined, though...
Yeahyeahyeayeahyeah!!!!!!
Can't wait!

!!! Date to remember:

12.12.2008

2008-05-04T20:04:00.003+08:00

I've gotta lose weight.

The reason?
Well, apart from the obvious..
There's this MSSD Tae Kwon Do competition this month.
& I really wanna take part.
except for the fact that it's in the middle of my mid-terms.
pray the date changes from the 17th-18th of May to the end of the month or something. or else I won't be in it.
Plus, did I mention that the weighing-in is this Saturday??
So I've gotta lose like maybe at least 2 kg in less than a week. =/
It's not necessary to lose weight but it's for my own liking and also advantage. =)

haha..how i wish!

Next on the news:
I've got a Japanese exam tomorrow!
Haven't started on my revision yet.
I realize I like to say this...
"Why the heck am I still blogging??!"

AmazinGrace

2008-05-03T17:19:00.006+08:00

So the day before yesterday was Labour Day or else to us non-working students, no-school day. =)
What did I do on that day? I went for the AmazinG[race] organized by my church. It's kinda like the Amazing Races minus the camera crew and Phil Koegen, of course. Reached church by 8.30 with my good budday Wei Lyn supposedly for a briefing but almost no one was there yet. Well then, when everything did start to get a move on, we got into our groups. I found out I would be in Sara's team. =D

Sara (with tongue out) =P

a reluctant wei lyn and I

waiting for the race to start

Then, to decide which team would be leaving first, second and so on, they had a task for us. And what a task it was! They had the team leaders skin & then eat.....'char siu paos'...lol.
Sara had trouble with hers and we settled for the last spot. But no worries, we were determined to catch up. Did I mention we were an all girl team? Well, girl-to-the-power!

char siu pao eating contest

Well, cutting to the chase, the first few minutes in the car with Sara was a pure freak-show! I guess she was just in the high of the game and forgot there were four other human beings in the car with her. She was blaring her horn and almost rammed into a car. So much for action!
Sara: "Fast and the Furious, man!"
Ivy: "Klang Drift!"
=.="

random shot: the Vios Sara was honking at...she was mad...

Wei Lyn with a clue.

Sara helping Michelle out during a task

The race took us all the way up to Subang [Parade] where we spent way past an hour in the freakin' MPH looking for a book which probly did not exist. [or someone wickedly hid] =/
All in all, our team ended up 15th place. Not bad, i guess since we started off last.
Still, I had a great time; running around Subang Parade while people stared at us as if we were maniacs [which we probly were at that time], doing the tasks, train rides, blazing hot sun and the whole lot. =)

So, that's it.
Au revoir?
yeah. see ya.

We Are The Champions.....

2008-04-30T14:53:00.006+08:00

and we'll keep on fighting...
till THE END!

oh yesh...today was our choir competition...
leading up to this day, there was all you could ask for...
tears, catfights, arguments, backstabbing, gossip and basically, drama.
feedback from others outside the team broke our spirit but thank God, we got back on our feet and did our very best.
this year hadn't been our best year, so said the seniors.
obviously, since everyone had minds of their own. up the stage. down the stage.
all that we had been practicing for weeks. all over in 8 minutes onstage.

well, so everyone was nervous and the Convents were there as well to perform... but forget them Convies cause MGS was there to sweep the top prize! and dang-dang-dang! We WON! whooooooooo-oooooooooo-hoooooooo-ooooooooo! hyper, much? i screamed my heart out when they announced!!

[Emcee]: "Tempat kedua jatuh kepada Sekolah Menengah (drag) Con--"
[MGS-ians]: "ArHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!" *hyperventilate*

lol.

[Cindy]: "Ssshhh...don't get so excited. not sure we even got first place yet ar."

=,=''

[Emcee]: "Dan johan untuk pertandingan koir peringkat daerah (bla bla blah) *suspense* Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Per --"
[MGS-ians]: "AaaaaaGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We WON!!!!!" AAAAgghhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

..stamp feet. dang it. my heel. everybody jumps up. Robyn cries. team gets ready for encore. i swear, we were screaming though out the song. XD
anyways. the point is: WE WON.
yay us. yay MGS.
all the effort we put in paid off.
now to take on the states. M'sia. watch out.

candid. check out su ching...haha. =D

with Hong ♥

with hong & cutie lydia

getting made up

I ♥ Ee Vee!

♥ Chriss & Siew.

3rd place, SMK Bkt Kemuning

after our win

champions!

=)

=D

chao for now.
God bless. ♥

2008-04-29T20:26:00.001+08:00

Check this out...

Congratulations Beverlea, you are 72% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...

Guy Sebastian !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

LOL. who knew?

Gossip Girls' here!

2008-04-22T19:09:00.005+08:00

Yay! awesome news...Gossip Girl is finally being shown here!!!

Too bad the crappy time is soooo inappropriate... =(
no way will i be able to watch! okay now, not so good news...

Days after camp.

2008-04-13T13:51:00.008+08:00

So i'm back from camp. Have been for more than a week now, actually. I came back with these horrible rashes that were all over both my arms...i felt awful! moreover, how it looked was as awful! it seemed like i was the only one who had it so bad and it's still here. one week later, mind you.

went to see the Doc-got a jab in arse-now on medication. whoot. i had a great time at the camp though. apart from the fact that the facilities there were MUCH+++ worse than the ones we had last year. can you spell G-R-O-S-S-S-S-S?? but [yippie-doo] i didn't fall sick this time. no mood to blog much so here are pictures to satisfy anyone's --- whatever.

jungle trekking

during the 'war-game'

you to figure out.

ooo yeah. i got beaten by leeches, too. twice.

rashes & leech bite.
gross. i know.
i hope my rashes don't leave scars.
XP

what else have i been up to?? let's see....

yeah. i wanna give a testimony, like, right NOW.
all my praise, thanks, gratefulness to my Big Papa above, Lord and Savior.
the week after camp, we were all bombarded with assignments to finish up and ALL were due that week itself. i was sooo stressed out i thought i would have a nervous breakdown. no drama intended. so i was praying so hard that with a miracle somehow things will work out. soon everything changed. Thank the Lord, my KH teacher had the kindness to allow us enough extra time to finish the project up and so did my Art teacher. whoosh!-the sense of relief that streamed through me then!

The END.

kays, chao now.
now that my USB is working again, I'll link y'all to my pics on Xanga. soon.

lost contact

2008-04-01T17:43:00.002+08:00

i haven't been online much since my mom banned me from the computer except for doing my projects. =( consequence from bad results....

anyway, sneaked a post here just to fill you guys in on my ongoings.
1st and only news, I'll be leaving for camp tomorrow! arggh.... pray, guys, that everything runs smoothly and that we won't be having any trouble with the food there, tent, our sleep, bugs, rain, walk in the forest and mainly EVERYTHING actually. well, first step to camp: packing. and i haven't even done so. yet. "not ready for camp!"

so that's it. now to go on doing what we were doing before and doing doing do do. wtv.

P/S: to my lovely, precious, beloved, awesome, bestie Wei Lyn: A HAPPY [very]BELATED BIRTHDAY to yousz! i know late blog wish but here's a shout out to ya now. cheers, babe! continue being 'special' and mah gorgeous babe of a friend!

That's all now. Chao. Adieu. Goodbye. Farewell. Sayonara. Zai Zien (lol). See y'all later!
XOXO.

Headlines.

2008-03-13T19:50:00.013+08:00

sobs sobs...

David Hernandez left the show tonight. WU-HYYYY??
But like he said, this ain't the last we'll see of him!
All the best to him in his career!

On another note, dread to say, but i now have a NEW major obsession-cum-crush on dum-dee-dum-dum...The Jonas Brothers!!
ARghh...why do they have to be soo gorgeous??

Especially Joe! So handsome....*swoon*

And I love how they're so energetic on-stage. They rock HARD! Also, they're really good, positive role-models...which the industry really needs right now. They also have what they call purity rings? which they wear all the time. how nice, right? if you don't think so, just shut it. so hilarious (actually cruel of me to say so but, it is.) once Joe tripped over at the beginning of his performance at the AMAs but he was so cool about it and got right back up! and that wasn't the only time he fell on-stage. what a klutz! a cute klutz at that. =) Click here for the video.

More pictures for your viewing pleasure....

The boys before their makeover...

(l-r) Nick, Joe, Kevin

Joe actually wanted to be a comedian and act on "All That" but joined the band instead. He has this wicked sense of humor that is just wacky! Funny vid of Joe!

Kev's ring.

Go Jonas Brothers!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo!

2008-03-08T10:29:00.010+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo!!!!!! It CAN'T BE!!! DAAAAAANNEEEEEEEEEEHHH!!!

just when i started liking him, out he goes! sobx..sobs. and he was so good... if it were up to me (which it isn't), i'd have that Michael Johns out instead. hmph! really surprising to me cause i thought he'd be among the popular ones. the way he stood up to Simon was A-awesome. click for performance. check out what his response to Ryan later was as well as to Simon. another blow was the exit of Asia'h Epperson. loved that gurl! much better than AMANDA Overmyer My favs to do great now. Gals Brooke & Ramiele & guys Jason, David & David.

Gal Asia'h..

GO girls!

Love Jason's favourite quote :
"In the end, it will all be ok.
If it's not ok, then it's not the end!"

Guys Jason and David H.

how cute is he?

Release. Relax.

2008-03-06T21:36:00.004+08:00

exams are OVER. YAY for everybo-deh!

the one thing i'm relieved about is that now, i can get sleep. not just enough sleep. but sleep.
one day i stayed up till 2 AM just to revise my KH & woke up 4 hours later. (yeah yeah all last minute work I know)
and i'm not sure it even paid off. =(
well, i realise it's not that i'm afraid of what my results will be but what the result is to my results. get it? haha. like duh, no.

well right after school on Wednesday i practically slept in front of the T.V. caught AI as well. boy, that Danny Noriega is soo awesome. definitely THE entertainer. Not his performance but what he did after it. *smiles* Danny's Performance his reply to Simon was FAB! definitely T.M.T.H! LOL. technically, i love anyone who can hold his own & ++ if he can talk back at the EGO. and for the record, i think David A. is good and all but his waaaaaay too boring for the show. no offence to his loyal fans. not saying he sucks. -blunt remark-

fave in the competition:

Danny & Brooke!

Gossip Girl.

2008-02-22T19:12:00.008+08:00

Greetings fellow glamor-ians,

Welcome to the world of Gossip Girl.

Everyone's favorite Upper East Siders.
Serena Van Der Woodsen, the IT girl.
Blair Waldorf, little Miss Perfect.
Nate Archibald, the Heartthrob.
Dan Humphrey, lovable outcast.
Love triangles. Drama. Scandal. Cat-fights. And above all, Gossip.

CAUTIOUS! This show can be ~~highly~~ addictive!

Love 'em! Serena & Dan.

Fave couple. Nlair.

Leighton Meester =)

Penn Badgley

The gorgeous cast..

So be prepared to enter the world of
G.O.S.S.I.P.
Where everything depends on
WHO you are,
WHERE you come from
&
WHAT you got. chills..

This show totally rocks!! I hope they'll show it here SOON!!

XOXO,
Bexy.

Blog link.

2008-02-12T15:25:00.000+08:00

Lily told me about this :

Heather Bailey's blog.She's a designer and has some really cool stuff in her line...

Check it out! especially the pictures..they're so beautiful!! taken by her husband, Issac Bailey who's an amazing pro.photographer.

*winks*

the week after

2008-02-12T14:32:00.000+08:00

so...
NEW YEAR has passed...
everyone's ~~back~~ in SCHOOL...
I've got a holiday hangover...
loads of HOMEWORK to catch up on...
& I honestly miss my FAMILY.

SOS!
aarrgh...
Debate's tomorrow and I ain't got nothing prepared yet.
So why am I still posting this anyway?!

Champion Novak!

2008-01-28T20:13:00.001+08:00

Novak Djokovic is now the reigning Aussie Open champ!!! whooohooo!!

I watched the match live last night and it was completely exhilarating! haha..i'm glad he won. me and Ash were cheering him on the whole 3 hours through. =D
the Serbian cutie is such a character...his humor and charm earned him the nickname "The Joker"...he has a great sense of humour and provided ease when there was tension around.
+ he's hot. *crush alert*

he actually lost his first set against Tsonga and it appeared like Tsonga was gonna win...but thankfully his confidence came back and boosted his ego. much to the dismay of daddy...hehe..i so love it when he makes faces and all and pumps his chest...so his trademark now.
He did get some boo-ing from the crowd cause of his habit of bouncing the ball up to more than a dozen times and his attitude as well for screaming at the crowd who, majority of them, were supporting Tsonga. But the crowd weren't exactly polite, anyway. they were a little mean towards him and he knew he wasn't the crowd favorite to win. He did apologize in the end. good.

We'll definitely be seeing more of him in the future. finally! someone who can beat FedEx at his game..up & coming Novak! =D

Cheers to Novak!

The CHAMP.

On FIRE.

on the ground after winning.

Funny vids of him. Watch. =) So cute. Funny.

Imitating Maria Sharapova...

Novak Djokovic imite Sharapova

At US Open last year....

Funny Novak Djokovic Impressions US Open

Love ya NOLE!

go. going. hopes.

2008-01-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

so i just talked to mom..might be easy to get through to her. but dad....that's another story... i have like 30/70% chance of going for the Switchfoot concert. yay. but now we gotta book like ASAP so Aidee, Lipeng, I need your answers N.O.W! please say yessssh. my mom says she wants to get to know more first, like she wants to listen to some of their music....haha. haven't done that + haven't told her the price. yet. told her i'll be going with my 'music friends'...haha.

Mom : "So who's going?"
Me : "My music friends......."
Mom : "Like who?"
Me : "Uhm, Aidee--"
Mom : "I knew her name would come up!"
Me : "Haha yeah. and Lipeng."
Mom : "Lipeng?"
Me : "Yeah, you know...Yeow Li Peng??"
Mom : "Oh. Yeah."

+ anyone out there wants to go...jom! =D damn mad ~~excited~~....that is if i can go.....pray that i can...

news on Twilight... i just got the book from Ailin again...just to refresh mah memory...i know, crazy right? got this : (fan-made poster)

How awesome is this? ^^

(I'm NOT posting on Merentas Desa...haha. told the story tons of times already..."Win? No." "Got anything? NO." so there. + it was blazing HOT! got sun-burn...like every year. =( ...dumb.)

A sad end

2008-01-23T19:05:00.000+08:00

From great news to a tragic one, I'm saddened to post on the death of Australian actor Heath Ledger. I was extremely shocked when my sister told me the news. I couldn't believe it! Heath dead? no way. But sadly, it's true. At just 28, Heath died from a drug overdose yesterday.

I absolutely loved him in his movies like 'Casanova', 'A Knight's Tale' and '10 Things I Hate About You' which was 1 of the first movies I ever watched. His death is so shocking. I almost cried. I admit I can get a little too obsessed with Hollywood but this really is incredibly shocking. I'm so sad. Shell-shocked, in fact. Double the fact that he also has a young daughter of just 2? And he was due to premiere his new movie where he plays The Joker!
Well, life goes on, i guess.

In memory of Heath.

In Casanova.

2008-01-22T16:40:00.000+08:00

oh my gooooooosh..i'm in absolute excitement!!! aidee delivered the awesome-st, most thrilling news...& i nearly SCREAMED! well, i did, actually. at her. i was like, "WHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAT?????!!!!!!!!". haha. almost everybody knows the book 'Twilight', right? i mean those who are into thick, big, addictive....novels. anyway, i've been longing, waiting for them to make a movie on it..& the news finally came!!!! They ARE!!! YAYs!!!
The great news ain't ending there. guess who is to play Edward Cullen??? none other than 'Harry Potter' cutie Robert Pattinson!!! spot-on choice! *celebratory dance*.=D so HA-ppeh...! and playing opposite him as Bella? That'll be Kristin Stewart! Some y'all might not know her but she's also acted in 'Catch That Kid'. along with Corbin Blue. What a cute couple they make! perfect for Edward and Bella.

i found this. it's an audio clip from Stephenie Meyers website. it's a reading from the book. real cool.

TA-DAH!

Robert...<3
Kristin

Kristin gives this vibe of being tough but also vulnerable at the same time which is totally like Bella, so I'm glad. =) Robert? well, he's HOT. and totally fit for Edward. if you read the book, you'll know why.
Perfect match. Well, I'm just glad they didn't pick someone....else.

I can't believe they are actually making the TWILIGHT movie now! and with two incredibly cool actors playing the leads. I'm so gonna catch this movie!! =D

List of movies to watch:
1. Atonement
2. Twilight